[原创]不带欢乐的荣耀

烧烤专家

刚看了美国战争片《Flag of our Fathers》，描述太平洋战争中一张经典照片背后的故事。5名士兵立起星条旗的照片让他们成了英雄，也成为了国会大厦前的雕像。幸存的三名士兵受到了英雄般的欢迎。可是，这并不是他们想要的东西。很相反，荣誉并没有给他们带来欢乐。战争梦魇时刻困绕着他们。前一刻还在谈笑风声的朋友，转眼间就成了残缺的尸体。在“英雄”自己眼中，他们自己只是努力不让自己被杀而已，荣誉，应该属于战死的队友们。闪光灯，礼炮，草莓酱，带给三位英雄的却是不安。鲜花，掌声，没让他们感到高兴。

也许这部电影离我们太遥远了。我也只能勉强捕捉到一点点悲哀。正如影片末尾的台词，其实世上并没有所谓的英雄，英雄只是我们自己创造出的东西，是我们需要的东西，可是英雄自己却根本不想当英雄。他们自己从未提起曾经的荣耀。勋章，并不是他们自己想要的东西。胜利，只代表他们能活着回家而已。

也许，还能再捕捉到一些东西。有多少同学是自己想出来留学的呢？是不是父母的期望，让自己无法抗拒？还是说，自己真的想找一个更好的前途？也许，当初满怀憧憬下飞机，然后呢？想回家，想放弃。毕业时的那张纸，真的是我们自己想要的东西吗？这些日子，真的都充满快乐吗？我们是在为自己的愿望而战吗？

我毕业了。只剩一个不纯的愿望仍未完成。之所以说它“不纯”，是因为它不完全是我自己的愿望，更不是我最最想要的东西。看着吧，当这个最后的不纯愿望完成后，我只为我自己的愿望而战。

甜菜

多了份伤感。。。。摸摸烧烤。。。。 [s:6]

cerberus

FORT MINOR LYRICS

"Be Somebody"

....

Ladies, and, Gentlemen
If anybody can hear me right now
Please shout back
Were not the only ones feelin so trapped
In a dream of somebody else
In fact
They got their heads full of some overblown scheme
Opportunity they missed
Back when they were sixteen
And all they want to do is push you to be that
And all you wanna do is scream back

....

烧烤专家

送上一首老歌,是当年<太空堡垒>里的插曲
lonely soldier boy

After all of the battles are over,
After all of the fighting is done,
Will you be the one
To find yourself alone with your heart?
       Looking for the answer.
When it feels like tomorrow will never come,
When it seems like the night would not end,
Can you pretend
That you're really not alone?
You're out here on your own.
       Lonely soldier boy.
You're out here on your own.
       Lonely soldier boy.
Yes I'm lonely,
But are you alone?
       Lonely soldier boy.
With all the glory,
Without the joy -
A lonely soldier boy.
Do you believe in the causes
you're fighting for?
You used to believe yesterday.
Now what can you say,
Now that you're so far from home
You're out here on your own.
       Lonely soldier boy.
You're all alone.
       Lonely soldier boy.
But are you really alone?
       Lonely soldier boy.
You're here on your own
       Lonely soldier boy.
But are you really alone?
       Lonely soldier boy.
You're out here on your own.
       Lonely soldier boy.
Are you lonely?
Out here on your own.
       Lonely soldier boy.
Yes I'm lonely.
       Lonely soldier boy.
       Lonely soldier boy.

tenten

ms重复发帖子了

keke

你在向自己的未来宣战？

烧烤专家

宣战倒不是，因为没有明确的敌人。我只是在发牢骚。我的未来…我已经知道它在哪里了。

斯奕

烧烤 你重复发2个帖子～～ [s:4]

烧烤专家

我其实也不知道到底该发在哪个版面。所以，干脆两个都发。

orangesky530

英雄只能向自己宣戰~